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4 more days before flying ):

haven't started packing at all :o and i don't know how to start! there're like a million things i wanna bring there and i think i need to clean up my room before i leave too. the storeroom is also full of my stuffs dumped there since i moved back from hall ): arghs. yet i feel so tired everyday! i thought i can finally enjoy my well-deserved break after the fyp.. but realised i'm leaving soon so there's still no such thing as rest ):

settling down in beijing seems so troublesome. there're like sooo much paperwork to be done! somemore we don't really know the way around beijing and we're required to visit so many places to have all the necessary paperwork done ): its going to be such a pain in the ass and when everything's settled school would have started too. and then there'll be no life again ): arghs. really wish i can just fast forward life to those interesting parts.

i really hate farewells ): i don't expect anyone to be sending me off this sat, coz i really hate to deal with departures. i hope i can sort out my emotions on fri so i can fly without being overwhelmed by feelings. it's kinda sad that baby doesn't have much free time to spend with me before i leave due to work.. but it might be better this way too.. coz there might be a greater shock if we hang out everyday now and suddenly we can't hang out anymore after this sat. sigh. trying to convince myself that I'LL BE BACK REALLY REALLY SOON. even the 3 mths of fyp were over in a blink of the eye! i'm sure time will also fly in china. i really hope. i don't wanna keep thinking it's going to be the last time i'm going to somewhere in singapore and i don't wanna panic just because i haven't gone to somewhere in singapore yet..

i believe we can all choose a mood to leave with.. i hope i'm going to be strong enough to leave with a smile (:

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